We've all been bored at a certain moment. Even after a wonderful moment, a boring one will eventually follow. This is the most unbelievable state of mind of all, right?
You remember... that state of being when u're neither cheery, nor sad, nor mad, nor anything else... u have no state of being actually! Looking around, not specifically, checking out your nails, stretching your arms sloooowly, trying to find a subject to think about, looking at your monitor, looking at the Google page, not knowing what to search for.... at home maybe u turn on the TV, zapping, nothing interesting on, looking in the fridge, don't really feel like anything u find in there, call someone ... "how are u? ...yeah... me?...mm, nothing... around. wanna go out for... smth? no, yeah, me neither actually. k... talk later...bye!" ... u smoke one just because there's nothing to do. And there would be if just u would get off your ass and move!
I hate it. I prefer being mad than bored (I usually am) or I prefer being cheery than bored (of course) and it's quite uncertain for me which is worse: sadness or boredom? It is really ugly being sad, but is it worse than being numb? I honestly do not have an answer.
So what to do? I mean if we don't like, we gotta change it. Just MOVE! Don't think about it, just start doing the dishes at home, or clean up your desk, read, write, dance around, take a cold(er) shower, get out of the house, walk around, think about stuff that u were thinking of doing when u had no time at all. But, for the love of God, move!! Don't sit, move, talk, walk, run, breathe, call someone u haven't talked to in a long time, do your nails, your hair, clean all the crap in your computer, just be alive :)
We are alive, we have a life time on this earth, but only a certain period for certain stuff: a certain time to get drunk in a club, a certain time to learn, a certain time to work, a certain time to walk your grandchildren in the park. We will have time to rest when we're in a coffin (dark,but true).
Who we are is real, where we are is real, what we do is real. This is life. Boring, idle time is wasted time. This may sound superficial, but when you're 80, on your death bed, is this what u'll remember? Is this what u want to remember? I don't and I don't think u want either.
So shut down the computer and go! ..... Go!
You remember... that state of being when u're neither cheery, nor sad, nor mad, nor anything else... u have no state of being actually! Looking around, not specifically, checking out your nails, stretching your arms sloooowly, trying to find a subject to think about, looking at your monitor, looking at the Google page, not knowing what to search for.... at home maybe u turn on the TV, zapping, nothing interesting on, looking in the fridge, don't really feel like anything u find in there, call someone ... "how are u? ...yeah... me?...mm, nothing... around. wanna go out for... smth? no, yeah, me neither actually. k... talk later...bye!" ... u smoke one just because there's nothing to do. And there would be if just u would get off your ass and move!
I hate it. I prefer being mad than bored (I usually am) or I prefer being cheery than bored (of course) and it's quite uncertain for me which is worse: sadness or boredom? It is really ugly being sad, but is it worse than being numb? I honestly do not have an answer.So what to do? I mean if we don't like, we gotta change it. Just MOVE! Don't think about it, just start doing the dishes at home, or clean up your desk, read, write, dance around, take a cold(er) shower, get out of the house, walk around, think about stuff that u were thinking of doing when u had no time at all. But, for the love of God, move!! Don't sit, move, talk, walk, run, breathe, call someone u haven't talked to in a long time, do your nails, your hair, clean all the crap in your computer, just be alive :)
We are alive, we have a life time on this earth, but only a certain period for certain stuff: a certain time to get drunk in a club, a certain time to learn, a certain time to work, a certain time to walk your grandchildren in the park. We will have time to rest when we're in a coffin (dark,but true).
Who we are is real, where we are is real, what we do is real. This is life. Boring, idle time is wasted time. This may sound superficial, but when you're 80, on your death bed, is this what u'll remember? Is this what u want to remember? I don't and I don't think u want either.
So shut down the computer and go! ..... Go!
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